As I released my grasp on 2010’s midnight’s slumber and slid into 2011’s welcoming embrace, my first thought upon waking was I had to read my Bible. I wanted to start my first day of 2011 by spending quiet time with God, reflecting and savoring those nuggets of grace He laid on my heart.
As I read the Word and my devotionals, many thoughts swirled in my head, but two words stood out like neon against inky darkness–surrender and grace.
God’s grace is a balm to our imperfect hearts. When we screw up and ask for forgiveness, He gives it freely and helps us to learn from our mistakes. Being humble before Him and allowing Him to work in our lives is possible only if we surrender our to Him.
This year, I believe God is asking me to surrender and to let Him be in control. I’m a control freak. I admit it. I like knowing what is going to happen from one day to the next, but that limits allowing God to work through me for His purpose.
While reading the chapter on Eve out of the Women of the Bible: A One-Year Devotional Study of Women in Scripture by Ann Spangler & Jean Syswerda, two different passages spoke to me:
“When you’re at your lowest, on your knees before God’s judgment, never forget that his grace is still at work. And that’s truly amazing.”
“Surrender your life, so that he can fulfill his purpose for creating you.”
This year, I believe God is asking me to surrender and to let Him be in control. I’m a control freak. I admit it. I like knowing what is going to happen from one day to the next, but that limits allowing God to work through me for His purpose.
I dubbed 2011 as the year of Hope. Not just hope as a want, i.e, I hope (want or desire) a book contract, but that my Hope in Christ strengths each day, especially when I’m experiencing all of those emotions He created within me. God designed me with a specific purpose in mind. He knows all my doubts. He knows all my fears. He gets me and loves me unconditionally. I can put my trust in Him, and know without a shadow of doubt that He won’t let me down.
God is our Hope. Without Him, what do we have?
Absolutely, Lisa. I've been holding to the promise of comfort and help as I work. There are times when the pressure is hard, and that's when I turn to Him and trust that it's not all up to me.
It's so wonderful to read your post because you reflect exactly how I feel. I treasure my alone time with the Lord and struggle every morning to give Him the first portion of my day. I am completely surrendered to my King, after all this is all about Him and His glory. What a great place to be!
Ditto what T. Anne said 🙂
I love what you wrote about surrender. That can be so hard for me sometimes too (a fellow control freak)! When we let God take control, life is so exciting and fulfilling. Good reminder!